请问这句话怎么翻译 ?

I living in a bad dream,lost confidence for this world. I think the dream could be safe,..but it hurt feeling too much.. I feel some finely-broken wounds are spreading within me.. everything is broken ,the autumn broken also. 我活在噩梦中,对这个世界失去了信心. 我想这个梦可以是安全的，但是它太伤感情. 我感觉疼痛侵袭着我, 所有的一切都是破碎的,秋天也是破碎的